the last day of school

Yes, it is my last day of school today. And that also means the last day of my schooling life after 13 years. That is a very long journey. Its more than half of my life on Earth! Well, the feeling of leaving KHS is not exactly the same as leaving Convent. I only spent one and a half year in KHS, and so, i think it will not really affect me. That's what i think. I don't know what i will feel when the real separation comes after STPM. I felt a bit down after graduation, but for now, i just can't wait to get out of school.

Anyway, it's great to be able to know some friends there. I don't know whether i've been a blessing to them, i really hope i do at least in a very small way. I just know that they do to me, and for that i'm grateful. If any of you from KHS who knows me are reading this, i wanna say thank you for being a part in my life and also sorry if i've been in any way rude or ill-mannered or irritating or really irritating. Forgive me yea! =D

Regardless of anything im not fond of in school, like the rules, getting up early, those non-beneficial researches i've to stay back for till 3.30pm (and afternoon is HOT!), reports i've to type after taking up two secretary posts (i'm not gonna do that anymore!) and sucky canteen food, i must say that in the end, i did learn a lot. Maybe not really academically, but spiritually. Especially through all those process in getting Christian Fellowship started in school and also during all those days leading it.

It had been tough, to be truthful. When all those discouragements came because of the less commitment, having to prepare every Friday praying that it all would not be in vain, besides, struggling with myself as i really dislike to be labeled as 'that always God God person'. But, indeed, i felt most at home in school when i was in CF. And even more satisfaction and joy when God works among our midst! Indescribable! He had been helping me through it when at times i really felt like 'why am i doing this?' and when i felt too lonely in this. He gave me the grace to continue on and even providing when things were getting tough. It is not by my strength and willpower but by His Holy Spirit, encouraging me and putting in me love when i feel that i couldn't love. Of course without my comrades and teachers in CF God had put in after a while and also my ex-CF people, i'll be so discouraged without them spurring on. They had been a blessing to me. I pray that the rest of them will continue on in CF next year no matter what happens and be strong in the Lord.

So, with all said and done, i'm almost done with high school education! and really will be done after STPM!
That would be about 4 more weeks!