Nonsensical

Yeah, a new rare post. I don't know what to do now as i simply have no mood for everything for the moment. I'm pretty tired, yet i don't feel like sleeping. Perhaps i feel that another day will be gone if i allow sleep to steal away my one night. I know, pretty nonsense. But i just can't help it.

Well, today is not exactly a non-productive day compared to the other weekdays in this week. In day time, i used most of the time to draft out and write a letter to my adopted child. I should've sent a long time ago but only today i forced myself to because i know its now or never. I guess i just didn't know what to say to her or more to don't know how to exactly communicate with a 4 year old child! Anyways, the letter turned out not that bad. I hope she'll like it. Hopefully she'll keep the letter and then reread again without any help of translation.

After the letter, i drove to Ferlynne's house and waited out the rain before sitting a taxi to town. Practically sifted through all the great movies and commented on them. Hope to have a movie marathon soon. In town, Cornie picked us up together with Lil and Ling to Ampang for Korean food. Quite an enjoyable day. It's been some time. :)

Anyway, tomorrow will be the start of another weekend. Don't know why, weekends always give me the feeling of "there's something i need to do these two days but i just can't remember!". So now, i'm feeling that yet i know im just being paranoid. Still, convincing myself that i've nothing much in this weekend doesn't really help. Paranoid xD

Ugh, i can't wait for uni to start. Yet, in the same time, a little part of me wish that August wouldn't end so i don't have to go yet. A tug of war? :) Anyhow, i somehow miss assignments and the rush/busyness of all of it. Sort of exciting, like some mission. I hope i'll still feel this way when that time comes! 

I know i'm totally ranting right now. Oh well, who cares. I just need to write. :) 

Well, that's all for now.